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ok..lemme see...either this entry is gonna be a very long one or it will have series (like real! duhhh!)...the reason, i've got none valid ones. just felt like doing it. maybe, some of u could know me better after reading this (though many of it would be craps).

aku - im a gemini who were born on the date that is the same number as the month (confuse? try figure). nope, i was not a baby of 60's (to hell with seman)..hahaha...if i was a baby of 60's, i'd prefer to be born in the year of 1966. therefore, i could have lots of number 6 on my birthdate. with that, i could be the OMEN that hunt u setan2 down (gelak witch sytle). btw according to chinese calender, the year that i was born is TIGER. hahaha..auummmm. aku harimau garang yg manja ok.

im the eldest of 5 and am the only daughter. i was (infact, im still is) a very protective sister. if anyone did any harm to my baby brothers, i'll be the first one to confront the culprit. i was once got punched by a boy for throwing (i was actually using lastik @ sling shot) small stones (pebbles?) to him after he knocked down my bro's bike. mak dia datang rumah jerit2 kat mak "anak kau ni perangai macam setan lah (mak's name)"...my mak being one fierce mum, hhmmm apa lagi...birat2 la belakang gua kena libasan beb...but i dont mind, im satisfied for knowing that i am a gud sister to the 4 (now dah tinggal 3) boys (ehh, arent they men already).

hhhmm about being a gemini - i could confirm that whatever were stated in the horoscope posted by ayu in one of her latest entry (http://funkadelic-ayu.blogspot.com/2008/06/can-b-trusted-or-not.html) was true (at least 85% of it). my mak always cakap (dulu2), in being a girl, i was the easiest to handle among the roses in our (her) family coz aku tak banyak kerenah. but if i joined the many (way too many) thorns (budak lelaki), i could turn out to be the most complicated girl (yeah...my mind sometimes works in a weird "guy" way)...agak susah untuk explain ini ok. feelings and actions wise, i can change instantaneously. and, i am also a very independent girl. i have this bad attitude of " i couldnt care less" and the best is, i dont explain myself (actions and decisions) to people. if u dont get my intention, i'd consider u a loooooser.

i didn't remember much of my early years. the erliest things in my life that i remembered would be our moves from KL to kampung when i was about 3 or 4 years old. we stayed in a wooden house. dah nama pun pindah balik kampung, off course lah kerja parents aku kerja kampung kan. wan (my grandmother) that time ada sawah, besides beberapa ekar pokok getah. so u all orang2 bandar, sila angkat tangan siapa2 yg tak kenal pokok padi dan pokok getah tu. saya mau kesian sama anda.

then, after few months (or was it years), my ayah bring back a letter which said that he is choosen to be a "peneroka" in one of those settlement (yeah..it is FELDA)...i remembered mak said, dah kali kedua ni kita pergi je lah (or something like that lah). kan aku kecik lagi time tu..how to ingat exact words...if ayah had decided to go the first time, we would not be orang Negeri Sembilan, instead we would be orang Pahang (negeri yang sangat besar dan penuh hutan itu), remember my post about our journey to my cousin's wedding?..Sungai Koyan tu...ntah2 jadik neighbour Chef Wan...hahaha..berangan!

so there we go. mak pack2 whatever things we had, lori pun hantar kami. i felt it was the longest journey in my life. with the long and winded state's road, through jungles, passed small towns (pekan la), laterite paths etc, we reached a simple and small wooden house (alaaa..rumah FELDA). this time rumah ada tiang tinggi2- i like. that time, there were already 5 of us - ayah, mak, your highness here, my 2nd bro ijai and my 3rd bro perol. mannn...life that time was really though. sangat susah ok.

i started my kindergarden years quite early. i was one kid who is thirsty for knowledge. i asked about so many people and so many things. mak and ayah decided to send me to kindergarden when i was only 4 where the class was full with 6 years old kids. as i was the smallest and the youngest, off course i was given some previlleges. hehehe (gelak riak). i sit right under the teacher's nose, first to be feed during breaks, get the best toys (apa je pun, paling2 teaset plastic yg aku menyampah nak main) etc. i still remembered one fine bright shiny day when one of the teacher (she's actually mak's niece) came to work with nice baju kurung ala2 baju nikah (blink blink mata aku melihatnya). suddenly one cute small voice shouted "teacher nak pergi kawin ke?"...aduiii..camne ntah budak kecik tu boleh terpikir macam tu. balik rumah, kena cili mulut gua weihhh...hahaha...was in the kindies for 2 years. lama2 jadi bosan. asik tanya bila boleh pakai baju skirt biru...haihh..dah baju, skirt pulak.bikin orang confuse je kan :))

aduhh..panjang sangat sudah. i decided, it would be a series then.